love/hate relationship.

i was a fashion designer up until two years ago. everyone in fashion is crazy.

i loved it but it was awful at the same time. three ulcers and some medic bills later, i chose to walk away. when you're good tho, there certainly is money in it.

i had a boss at one point who threw money at me like i was dubian. i'm not sure if she thought i was good, needed me to read her emails 'cause she was literally illiterate, or just kept me around to pass her press pics off as me. likely a combo.. tho i did walk in on her chewing on a bagel in a ziplock one day as she was trying to diet her 2 lbs off her 5' frame. matter of factly, she was the one that 'caused my bloody vomit..

this all brings me to my point of the text i received today:

"hi long legs :) been trying to diet 105.lbs at 5 tall so i need to be 100-98lbs sooo hard to be skinny when i think about food so much...are you still skinny? if not you have to get back to skinny looks HOT on you... miss you i'm going to give you the longest hug when i see you.. you got to help me later to tell me how to mentally think about how to not eat much or non fatten foods"

i think about food a lot too... but not enough to chew on a ziplock. she must have taken some esl classes. tho born in America, she was..